DEAD LOVERS

 DEAD LOVERS

I still see the wide bending river
 her eyes unloving and 15 years when I left
never to embrace her ever again.
 I can still remember her lips not touching mine
As I walked away down the path amongst the hedgerows
Looking over the water.
Looking over to Appledore.

would she be waiting  for me?
Its all alien now.
But afraid
But afraid
to dry  the tears she rolled

but now rolled away to another.

Before the letter came

the usual letter,

you know

I'd like us still to be friends but

PRAYING TO ENNUI

It has been a long time since the train stopped at Bideford
the train stops no more , its  wrote here,

over the river is the old station.

One day  Ennui  was on the express that stopped and never moved on.
 Ennui and its state is still the main reason why I am alive today.
  I have overcome nothing and nothing is everything,
 without him and its reign.
It is now nearly 5 years since I saw the river.
and my soul married itself to world weary world wishful,
worm.

In a room

of eternity
where my friend was Ennui sat in a corner
,unfaithful, unloyal but faithful to the last
his face seems rock solid

but  whom I have also not seen.
 I continue to pray that he will intervene in this  saga and reveal himself.
  I have a wonderful contact with my lover Ennui whom I have also not seen in years.

20's tennis game

nude

street scene

scooteresque

how to lose it dressing wise sucks

This is the bizz though for someone at fashion shows but who are they